'As You Were'

‘As You Were’

Well, to begin with, I had nothing to say,

Her looks took my breathe away,

Her voice broke my silence one day,

I met her by surprise, fell in love by accident!!!

What a wonderful accident in a wonderful way!

Woken up from a dream, fallen into a trance:

Won the world, lucky with a chance…

My luck faded as I lost track of her, and time

Just as in fairy tales, one fine day;

Neither would I like to deny fate, by the way –

She met me, and light shone back upon my life,

Crystal clear her eyes, upon my face – set

It was love again, staring me in my face, I bet!

She was MY happy ending, coupled with a happy beginning!

She was my forever, my happily forevermore!

My Feelings After My First Break Up...

My heart stopped. The world came to a standstill. My life crashed out for that moment. Tears started swelling up in my eyes. I froze. My body had become ice cold. Even though it was winter, I was sweating like crazy. I was literally on pins and needles & anyone could feel the dampness that ran throughout my body. Just that one message sent tremors all through. I had become numb.

Love You Guys!!!

Dedicated To All My Friends!!!

Where have you gone?

I feel so alone

I have no life to live

Death seems the only trip

Someone needs to give me an ear

‘Cause I am suffocating out of fear

Fair enough, that the world is blind

But I don’t wanna be left behind

I hate love and all his friends

When there are fights - there are no ends

The other end seems so far away

Light seems to be withering day by day

This is the moment when you hear a call

I shall always pick you up;

Whenever you fall

That heavenly voice is that of your friends’,

Who will be with you till the end.

Even if love ditches you midway

Friends are forever here to stay

So whenever you are down or feeling low

Just ring up your friends and say ‘hello’

Then everything will fall right into place

And all of a sudden

You are staring into delight’s face!

-Pranil M.

School!!!

 I once got this text message, and maybe many of you might have read it already:

One day God granted a wish to a man.

Man: Please give me my school life back.

God: I’m sorry but I can’t give u heaven!

            Truly, school is paradise on earth! I still remember each and every day of my school, the way we used to rush into our classes, the lectures, and also bunking the lectures! Friends aside, what are best friends? People who always help us in everything and guide us to the right track? No ways! Best friends are a person’s soul-mates. They never allow you to do wrong things……….alone! They live through the school life together, get caught together, win together, lose together, and do every other stuff together.

            My soul-mates were my three dearest friends, more than my life; Eldon Coutinho, Jeet Ganatra, and Malcolm Vaz. These were my only friends who, in a point of fact, made up my entire school life.

            When we shifted from Ambarnath to Mulund, my mom’s first worry was to find a good school for me as my brother, Prajyot, was not yet going to school. St. Pius X High School was the one mom wanted for me. And it was destiny that got me admission in that awesome school!

Two Years Ago...

This happened to me 'during' the SSC examinations and this post is very much contradicting to the earlier one because the earlier one was, actually written a long time ago when I had broken up with my first girlfriend:

I had my examination centre as my school itself. The first day of the exams, I entered the classroom and located my seat. One of my friends from my school sat right behind me. And as I glanced over to him, my eyes noticed an alluring smile of a very cute girl sitting on the bench, behind my friends’.

The second day: I found her even more cute.

The third day: I talked with her.

The fourth day: I had a crush on her!

Such a beautiful maiden, anybody would have been damn sure that she is in a relation! So, I just stopped thinking about her and me, being together. Well, those exams passed away quickly without the two of us talking much.

Then, after a year or so, I met her again on Facebook. And then we started being in contact just through the internet. And it always felt nice talking to her. Things started rehabilitating over a period of time, and obviously in a better way.

I met her five days back. And, me being so damn dumb, I said to her in her friends’ presence, that I will never ask her out! And the same element, me being dumb, made me ask her out that night!

And what’s worse!? She too had a bit of a crush on me two years back! Had there been a bit of communication between us, things would have sorted out well and good! And I love her lots!

Anyways, here’s to my twisted love life!

PS: The picture that I uploaded with this blog post still has a big question mark in the end!!!

Love Letter

This goes to my very first girlfriend, whom I obviously wouldn't name!

Dear xxxxxx,
It's been two years since we broke up. There were just two more lonely people in the world, two years back. These two years almost seemed a lifetime to me. And now that we are a bit closer in the sense of distance, we are very much far. We used to meet once or twice in a year, but that 'once or twice' was enough for me to live a lifetime. Speaking about getting over someone, I am not over you as yet. I no that you are not so sentimental and have got over me, its not the case at my end. I still remember us, holding hands behind our backs, us standing away from our group and talking. I have always loved you and I have been trying to change my feelings towards you, these two years. I have always met with failure on that issue. I don't know what you think about this letter, but I still love you a lot. And if possible, please try and give me just one chance. My heart still beats for the want of your love. Rather than saying that I'am asking for forgiveness and another chance, I'm begging for it...
Sorry if you felt hurt that I wrote this letter...

Photography

I have always loved photography and that's the reason I have put up the photos that I have clicked.