'As You Were'

‘As You Were’

Well, to begin with, I had nothing to say,

Her looks took my breathe away,

Her voice broke my silence one day,

I met her by surprise, fell in love by accident!!!

What a wonderful accident in a wonderful way!

Woken up from a dream, fallen into a trance:

Won the world, lucky with a chance…

My luck faded as I lost track of her, and time

Just as in fairy tales, one fine day;

Neither would I like to deny fate, by the way –

She met me, and light shone back upon my life,

Crystal clear her eyes, upon my face – set

It was love again, staring me in my face, I bet!

She was MY happy ending, coupled with a happy beginning!

She was my forever, my happily forevermore!

My Feelings After My First Break Up...

My heart stopped. The world came to a standstill. My life crashed out for that moment. Tears started swelling up in my eyes. I froze. My body had become ice cold. Even though it was winter, I was sweating like crazy. I was literally on pins and needles & anyone could feel the dampness that ran throughout my body. Just that one message sent tremors all through. I had become numb.

Love You Guys!!!

Dedicated To All My Friends!!!

Where have you gone?

I feel so alone

I have no life to live

Death seems the only trip

Someone needs to give me an ear

‘Cause I am suffocating out of fear

Fair enough, that the world is blind

But I don’t wanna be left behind

I hate love and all his friends

When there are fights - there are no ends

The other end seems so far away

Light seems to be withering day by day

This is the moment when you hear a call

I shall always pick you up;

Whenever you fall

That heavenly voice is that of your friends’,

Who will be with you till the end.

Even if love ditches you midway

Friends are forever here to stay

So whenever you are down or feeling low

Just ring up your friends and say ‘hello’

Then everything will fall right into place

And all of a sudden

You are staring into delight’s face!

-Pranil M.

School!!!

 I once got this text message, and maybe many of you might have read it already:

One day God granted a wish to a man.

Man: Please give me my school life back.

God: I’m sorry but I can’t give u heaven!

            Truly, school is paradise on earth! I still remember each and every day of my school, the way we used to rush into our classes, the lectures, and also bunking the lectures! Friends aside, what are best friends? People who always help us in everything and guide us to the right track? No ways! Best friends are a person’s soul-mates. They never allow you to do wrong things……….alone! They live through the school life together, get caught together, win together, lose together, and do every other stuff together.

            My soul-mates were my three dearest friends, more than my life; Eldon Coutinho, Jeet Ganatra, and Malcolm Vaz. These were my only friends who, in a point of fact, made up my entire school life.

            When we shifted from Ambarnath to Mulund, my mom’s first worry was to find a good school for me as my brother, Prajyot, was not yet going to school. St. Pius X High School was the one mom wanted for me. And it was destiny that got me admission in that awesome school!

Two Years Ago...

This happened to me 'during' the SSC examinations and this post is very much contradicting to the earlier one because the earlier one was, actually written a long time ago when I had broken up with my first girlfriend:

I had my examination centre as my school itself. The first day of the exams, I entered the classroom and located my seat. One of my friends from my school sat right behind me. And as I glanced over to him, my eyes noticed an alluring smile of a very cute girl sitting on the bench, behind my friends’.

The second day: I found her even more cute.

The third day: I talked with her.

The fourth day: I had a crush on her!

Such a beautiful maiden, anybody would have been damn sure that she is in a relation! So, I just stopped thinking about her and me, being together. Well, those exams passed away quickly without the two of us talking much.

Then, after a year or so, I met her again on Facebook. And then we started being in contact just through the internet. And it always felt nice talking to her. Things started rehabilitating over a period of time, and obviously in a better way.

I met her five days back. And, me being so damn dumb, I said to her in her friends’ presence, that I will never ask her out! And the same element, me being dumb, made me ask her out that night!

And what’s worse!? She too had a bit of a crush on me two years back! Had there been a bit of communication between us, things would have sorted out well and good! And I love her lots!

Anyways, here’s to my twisted love life!

PS: The picture that I uploaded with this blog post still has a big question mark in the end!!!

Love Letter

This goes to my very first girlfriend, whom I obviously wouldn't name!

Dear xxxxxx,
It's been two years since we broke up. There were just two more lonely people in the world, two years back. These two years almost seemed a lifetime to me. And now that we are a bit closer in the sense of distance, we are very much far. We used to meet once or twice in a year, but that 'once or twice' was enough for me to live a lifetime. Speaking about getting over someone, I am not over you as yet. I no that you are not so sentimental and have got over me, its not the case at my end. I still remember us, holding hands behind our backs, us standing away from our group and talking. I have always loved you and I have been trying to change my feelings towards you, these two years. I have always met with failure on that issue. I don't know what you think about this letter, but I still love you a lot. And if possible, please try and give me just one chance. My heart still beats for the want of your love. Rather than saying that I'am asking for forgiveness and another chance, I'm begging for it...
Sorry if you felt hurt that I wrote this letter...

Photography

I have always loved photography and that's the reason I have put up the photos that I have clicked.

Love Again!?!?!?

“A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.”

I was admitted to the hospital and was detected with Multiple Sclerosis on the 25th of July. So, I am on a fast-track in life now. I have stopped looking back into the foggy past and neither into the vague future. Life is completely uncertain. People who wail at what they do not have in life or whatever they have lost, take life as a tragedy. But according to me, life should be taken as an adventure. Obviously, if you take life in an adventurous way, then things won't be uncertain and people will learn to fight uncertainties. Nevertheless, I am in love, again, with my LIFE.

Destiny

Serendipity
gift for discovery: a natural gift for making useful discoveries by accident

Who says Serendipity is just applicable in science or in any new discoveries or inventions? Serendipity applies a lot to each and every human being's life. People seldom end up where they plan to be, but always end up they are meant to be. There is no doubting the fact that people go in search of lots of things and end up finding more and better things. That is Serendipity in the practical sense. That's why I feel one should never expect too much out of life (and neither very less!) because when these expectations of ours are shattered, people tend to lose faith in themselves. Planning is good but expecting that everything will turn out to be exactly the same way as planned is completely imprudent.

We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Preface

Just Haven’t Met You Yet

Life stops still, but the clock keeps ticking. That’s just the moment when the person you love the most tramples on your heart and walks out of your life as if nothing has ever happened. A few moments pass and you are yourself again but in a spinning world. You try to pinch yourself out of a dream. Pinching doesn’t do the trick. You are on ground zero.
Realization is the worst part in such cases. Realizing you have just lost someone special; realizing she doesn’t love you or even like you anymore. Then days pass, but you still can’t forget those moments of departure. In a fraction of a second you are down on the ground, picking up the shattered pieces of your life. You make out that you have a piece less. But you don’t care, as it has been taken away by the same person who added life to your existence.
The only person who can stop your tears from flowing and console you is the same person who made you cry. The story of a teenager, his life and some things which are common in all teenagers’ life. Welcome to my book, my reminiscence, my life. Just Haven’t Met You Yet...

First Look

Any of you guys ever dreamt of falling in love in your 7th grade? And that too 'love at the first sight'!? You might think that people just get lucky falling in love at an early age. Luck just does the job of getting the two wandering souls together.
Falling in love is their job. And the same factor 'luck' pulls them apart according to fate's plan. That's just what has happened in my life just like any normal teenager. But my love was, is and will remain extraordinary and thats what makes my life and my book special, atleast for me and other concerned people. This blog will start recieving my actual background of my love life from tommorow, that is tuesday, because that's when I am getting my book back from my critic. Till then adios!

Hi!!!

hey there everyone, I m Pranil, I'm 17yrs old, doing 12th Science. I have just started this blog to introduce you all to the book I am currently writing, the title is 'Just Haven't Met You Yet...'